Webcam Hello!

Sorry to give you one that doesn't match words with mouth but it was my last resource sorry guys!

Sleeeeeeep

Hey! So I did not have time to make a video today and I definitly don't have time to edit one because I have been working on my sleep and getting in 8 hours a day. Plus, I have to wake up at 7 every day because starting monday I am going to be babysitting my nephew from 8 to 6 every day so I need to trick my body into thinking 7 is normal! So I am off to bed but I will be back tomorrow!

Today, I did really good on my eating coming in at my 41 points plus points! I've been using my amazing weight watcher scale it is saving my life. I got all my fruits and veggies in too :) woot woot! I did not get to the gym tonight but since I am waking up at 7 I am going to head over to the gym nice and early! I'm really trying to center in on my abs...as in i'm trying to get some!

School started again yesterday so I am just trying to create a routine to make things easier to plan meals and exercise so I can stick to my plan with no excuse of life getting in the way because guess what...it's always going to be in the way if you let it! So I am off to catch some zzz's but I'll have a video for you tomorrow,
Night!

award!

Hey guys! my internet has been down :*( But it's back and i signed on to see that I won some awards from
Trisha! and Sue! thanks guys :) I LOVE YOU!
 

This was a fun video to make and I have picked some people to pass it on to! I love you all but I'm only supposed to name people I've recently found so here they are!

Kaitlin!
Debbi!
Julie!
Lanie!
"A" :)
Teresa!

As with other Awards, there are rules to this one... and they follow as this;




Post and link back to the person who awarded you this award
Share 7 things about yourself.

Award 15 recently discovered great bloggers (or as many as you can).

Contact the bloggers and tell them they won!

WOOT!

:)

Visit Kaitlin HERE!

Time is a scary thing

For this I did not make a video because honestly, I don't think I could. Exactly one year ago my friend Jackie's life was tragically taken from her when her family's car slid into a semi-truck on the highway. It was a blizzard storm, ice everywhere and she and her mom died. I made an entry this day last year promising Jack that I would use her death as a meaning to my own life. That life is so short and it can be taken from us in an instant. I swore to her that I would get myself healthy and stop making a mockery of the blessing of life. 

But I broke that promise.

I really started to think about this and I came to find what a hypocrite I actually am. One of my best friends and I have had a falling out because she has bipolar disease. The disease makes her manipulative and moody. Quite frankly, a real bitch; but I know it is the disease. And there are so many things she can do to help it whether it's pills, exercising, eating right, going to therapy and so much more. I tried and tried to help her until finally, she hated me and thought I wasn't being there for her because I told her the truth instead of walking on eggshells around her like everyone else. And I could not believe that she didn't want to take the time to do small simple things to save her life and she didn't want to face reality. Then I realized I am exactly the same. If I just went to the gym and watched my weight and got the right amount of sleep and many other small things, I could lose this weight and be healthy. I am committing suicide by not doing it and that makes me no better than her. I am no one to judge. So while I cannot help her, I can help myself and try to show her what can be done. 

So I am not a year late to keeping my promise to Jackie, I am 18 years late to keeping a promise to myself. And for that I am sorry, but I am ready to make an honest woman of myself and though it is late, keep that promise to Jack and myself. This IS my year and I'm not going to let Jackie down, and I'm certainly not going to let myself down.

Thank you Julie!

you can find Julie at This Site!!

Boo internet

Yesterday I did not have internet of course! It was really pathetic actually how the night seemed so boring without technology. So we went grocery shopping!! I stocked up on all yummy and healthy things! There will be a video today so I will show you them then! sorry no video yesterday but it was a good day! had a good workout and tonight, going to Zumba!!

Good Day!

:)

Peace in Blog World?

I just want to take a moment to say I did not realize my hair looked THIS bad! I didn't think I just made a video!
And thanks again to everyone for their support <3

WANTED: Points Plus Help

Hey guys sorry I've been trying to upload this for days! haha but now I'm beast at it so no worries in the future!
Yay for a better quality camera :)