tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-82767421499215227702024-02-20T21:54:48.267-08:00Pounds for PromKelly!http://www.blogger.com/profile/09600799167101947799noreply@blogger.comBlogger66125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8276742149921522770.post-62918814126606220002013-02-12T12:51:00.001-08:002013-02-12T12:51:34.412-08:00Update!!<span style="color: white;">Hello everyone!! I know it's been a long time but honestly life is so busy. I am working full time, going to school, trying to lose weight, the list goes on. But I wanted to update you how I am doing and I just saw comments on my last post, you guys are so supportive I can't believe it!!! I want to catch up on your blogs too. If you have a minute please update me on how you're doing in the comments below too that would be great! But I have lost another 30 pounds and feeling like I was never really living until now. I now I am only 20 but I always felt like I wasted my life being fat and now I see that I have so much more life than I thought and I want to enjoy it all! My 21st birthday is coming up and I'm excited to buy an outfit from a regular store...WHAAAT?!?! Who am I! I am obviously not finished losing weight but I know I can get to where I want to be. Here's some pics! Hope everyone is well love you all xx</span><br />
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<span style="color: white;">^^ These are from my step sister's wedding on January 28, 2012, almost exactly 6 months ago</span><br />
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<span style="color: white;">And this is a picture I took right now! I am so glad that I have these photos because it truly made the difference. I was getting discouraged thinking I didn't look any different but I barely recognize the girl from January. It's truly mind boggling. Well, that's all for now! Hope everyone else is doing well I'm off to creep on your blogs :)</span>Kelly!http://www.blogger.com/profile/09600799167101947799noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8276742149921522770.post-63723959787622761432012-07-28T22:27:00.002-07:002012-07-28T22:27:18.797-07:00spontaneous post! (please excuse grammar!)Hey! I'm sitting in bed and felt the urge to post! While I don't expect to post every si.gle day I will be multiple times per week. But anyway si.ce i'm in bed tgere js novideo but we're goi.g retro with soe goodld fashion text :) tomorroe is the weight watchers weigh in and I'm ex,ited! I literally am excited all week to weigh in, I get sad Sunday nnights knowing ihave to wait a whole week haha But I've been doing awesome on my workouts thos wrek, been doing a lot of swim cardio I love it! But my trainer is on vacation this week so I'm on my own, & a little nervous s but im rxcited to test myself! I mean I know I cant afford a yrai.er gorever so I need to be able to take from her tbhe skills yo move forward on my own. but i sm excited for my weigh in tomorrow i'll let you know jow it goeses, hope everyp.ne is well! (p.s. my phone is acting up and I cant.see what i'm typiing i hppe it xame out understandable!)Kelly!http://www.blogger.com/profile/09600799167101947799noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8276742149921522770.post-42894432382474153922012-07-24T12:08:00.002-07:002012-07-24T22:07:41.103-07:00:)New Video! Click <a href="http://youtu.be/GSyXfwH7gUA">here</a> (sorry I couldn't get it on here, but the link works!)Kelly!http://www.blogger.com/profile/09600799167101947799noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8276742149921522770.post-15270805635050483792011-02-09T17:11:00.000-08:002011-02-09T17:11:44.830-08:00Camera Cat Fight?<span style="color: white;">Sorry but my camera and I are in a fight. I avoided her so much she apparently isn't ready to forgive me because she won't transfer my videos onto the computer! She's holding them hostage! So for now, words will have to work :)</span><br />
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<span style="color: white;">Today was better I ate well and I am feeling much better. I am really focusing on my water intake and drank like 70 ounces today!! My main problem is the gym. I love being there, but hate getting there. I have to get my butt there to realize I want to work out. However, I did get a good deal on a bodybugg and hope that will help me! I never trust what the machines say I am burning. I am also trying to get more actively involved in general with fun things. I'm trying to make most of the zumba classes and I bought some boxing gloves on ebay today! I've always wanted to learn so I think I will give it a try! That's really it for now I have to go study for a test so I will catch up with you all later. And I hope you all know your support means the world to me. Hopefully my camera will give us a video tomorrow but until then, OVWA!</span>Kelly!http://www.blogger.com/profile/09600799167101947799noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8276742149921522770.post-63564793419584537722011-02-08T11:26:00.000-08:002011-02-08T11:26:29.694-08:00Open Doors!<div style="color: white;">Hey guys! Today is going really well Tuesdays are busy with school and work so I have that structure benefit. I am planning on heading to the gym afterwards so that should be fun! Haha But don't worry I didn't turn my back on my camera I will have a new video for you hopefully tonight. See you then!!</div><div style="color: white;"><br />
</div><span style="color: white;">P.S. I have decided to take up the opportunity to study next year in Ireland...literally a dream come true! I have added a "widget" (funny word!) to the right of my blog. If you want to make a donation just click the "chip in" button and donate anything you want! A penny is a blessing!! But I know that things are tough these days and people don't even have enough money for themselves, hence, this fundraiser. So do not worry about it if you can't, your support is enough!! I love you all, posting a video later :)</span>Kelly!http://www.blogger.com/profile/09600799167101947799noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8276742149921522770.post-12565017218665065292011-02-05T23:40:00.000-08:002011-02-08T14:45:39.984-08:00venting and healing<span style="color: white;">So I was trying to fall asleep but all I could think about was this blog. I know I have not been posting the last 2 weeks and I am so sorry. I don't quite know why I am apologizing to you, but I feel like it's easier to say sorry to you than to myself. I have noticed a pattern in my life. Every time I see something working for me, I find some way to ruin it. It seems nothing works out for me and I use that as an excuse to never succeed in anything when the truth is, the thing that holds me back is ME. These last couple weeks I have been feeling myself fall into a sort of downward spiral.</span><br />
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<span style="color: white;">It all started with the sudden news that my uncle had passed away from a heart attack. It led to seeing all my family which always leads to a lot of love, but a lot of opinions. On my dad's side of the family I have 2 grandmas (identical twins) a grandpa (duh), 20 aunts and uncles, and over 30 cousins...there's a lot of people! Everyone was asking me how college was going. You see my cousins are all amazing. They go to amazing schools and get scholarships and it seems I am one of the few grand kids that are not up for the Nobel prize. I am also the only cousin that goes to community college while the others are off at universities. My grandma tells me that I am smart because I am saving so much money. But no one understands that community college is NOT college. It is high school all over again except you don't know anyone. It's like my parents expect me to go there and live at home to save money, yet they make me feel like I'm I'm latching on to them because I'm not "on my own". Family things have been hard this last year because my parents recently got divorced. It's one of those things where a lot of people have parents that are divorced but when they were like 7 years old and it seems your feelings are childish because you're going through it at such an old age. </span><br />
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<span style="color: white;">Back to school...because I do hate going to my school so much I literally have no motivation to try. I just don't care and it really upsets me. I can't take any interesting classes because the only ones that will transfer are general eds. I can feel myself sinking into almost a depression like I was last year and I almost let all my friends go and was when I gained all this weight back. And I have let myself feed in, literally, to these emotions without even trying to fight back. I have felt like absolute crap and I'm really really tired of it. I was sitting in bed asking myself, what is something you have accomplished in the last 2 weeks. And I could not think of ONE thing. I know that attitude is what you make of it and things need to be dealt with in order to move past them. So I am writing all of this to you so that I can stop letting it keep me prisoner in my own body. Today one of my best friends said to me "I don't understand why people don't want to take the effort to take care of themselves. I feel like that should be the number one priority because when all is said and done, the only person you have forever is yourself. You are the person you see everyday and why wouldn't you want to love that person?" And while she had no idea that it had anything to do with what was going on with me, I can honestly say it changed my whole outlook. She's right. You are the one person you are stuck with for the rest of your life and you have the power to make that person into the best you can be. I have been so caught up in what life has thrown at me I have not taken the time to realize that shit happens and the only thing we can control is how it affects us. I do not want to spend the rest of my life with this person I have become...I don't even know this person.</span><br />
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<b><span style="color: white;">And I say to myself, I am sorry for letting you down all this time and holding you back. But from now on, we are becoming who we've always known we could be. NO MORE EXCUSES.</span></b>Kelly!http://www.blogger.com/profile/09600799167101947799noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8276742149921522770.post-63442750173606849892011-01-15T20:55:00.000-08:002011-01-15T20:55:58.652-08:00Webcam Hello!<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='320' height='266' src='https://www.blogger.com/video.g?token=AD6v5dzNBNnWF_qkIsMmEO-_S4b9poxu-WVGiVxSjswsg727FF3FngGhEYuxicL46YkrOfE_m6rKOHU66_qCvEXT7A' class='b-hbp-video b-uploaded' frameborder='0'></iframe></div>Sorry to give you one that doesn't match words with mouth but it was my last resource sorry guys!Kelly!http://www.blogger.com/profile/09600799167101947799noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8276742149921522770.post-11457667134884672462011-01-14T21:09:00.000-08:002011-01-14T21:09:41.751-08:00Sleeeeeeep<span style="color: white;">Hey! So I did not have time to make a video today and I definitly don't have time to edit one because I have been working on my sleep and getting in 8 hours a day. Plus, I have to wake up at 7 every day because starting monday I am going to be babysitting my nephew from 8 to 6 every day so I need to trick my body into thinking 7 is normal! So I am off to bed but I will be back tomorrow!</span><br />
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<span style="color: white;">Today, I did really good on my eating coming in at my 41 points plus points! I've been using my amazing weight watcher scale it is saving my life. I got all my fruits and veggies in too :) woot woot! I did not get to the gym tonight but since I am waking up at 7 I am going to head over to the gym nice and early! I'm really trying to center in on my abs...as in i'm trying to get some! </span><br />
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<span style="color: white;">School started again yesterday so I am just trying to create a routine to make things easier to plan meals and exercise so I can stick to my plan with no excuse of life getting in the way because guess what...it's always going to be in the way if you let it! So I am off to catch some zzz's but I'll have a video for you tomorrow, </span><br />
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<a href="http://every-day-grace.blogspot.com/">Kaitlin!</a><br />
<a href="http://debbidoesdieting.blogspot.com/">Debbi!</a><br />
<a href="http://julielostandfound.blogspot.com/">Julie!</a><br />
<a href="http://healthyschmealthy.blogspot.com/">Lanie!</a><br />
<a href="http://myinnerthin-hmr.blogspot.com/">"A" :)</a><br />
<a href="http://dreamingiron.blogspot.com/">Teresa!</a><br />
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Contact the bloggers and tell them they won!Kelly!http://www.blogger.com/profile/09600799167101947799noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8276742149921522770.post-2298304969771787562011-01-09T18:05:00.001-08:002011-01-09T18:05:26.610-08:00WOOT!<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='320' height='266' src='https://www.youtube.com/embed/JF0xB0zhlXk?feature=player_embedded' frameborder='0'></iframe></div>Kelly!http://www.blogger.com/profile/09600799167101947799noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8276742149921522770.post-16396071428882979492011-01-08T21:29:00.000-08:002011-01-08T21:29:10.440-08:00:)<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><object width="320" height="266" class="BLOGGER-youtube-video" classid="clsid:D27CDB6E-AE6D-11cf-96B8-444553540000" codebase="http://download.macromedia.com/pub/shockwave/cabs/flash/swflash.cab#version=6,0,40,0" data-thumbnail-src="http://1.gvt0.com/vi/TG09T_FU8_k/0.jpg"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/TG09T_FU8_k&fs=1&source=uds" /><param name="bgcolor" value="#FFFFFF" /><embed width="320" height="266" src="http://www.youtube.com/v/TG09T_FU8_k&fs=1&source=uds" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"></embed></object></div><span style="color: white;">Visit Kaitlin </span><a href="http://every-day-grace.blogspot.com/"><span style="color: white;">HERE</span></a><span style="color: white;">!</span>Kelly!http://www.blogger.com/profile/09600799167101947799noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8276742149921522770.post-26843357100340618592011-01-07T09:15:00.000-08:002011-01-07T09:15:17.090-08:00Time is a scary thing<div style="color: white;">For this I did not make a video because honestly, I don't think I could. Exactly one year ago my friend Jackie's life was tragically taken from her when her family's car slid into a semi-truck on the highway. It was a blizzard storm, ice everywhere and she and her mom died. I made an entry this day last year promising Jack that I would use her death as a meaning to my own life. That life is so short and it can be taken from us in an instant. I swore to her that I would get myself healthy and stop making a mockery of the blessing of life. </div><div style="color: white;"><br />
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</div><div style="color: white;"></div><div style="color: white;"><span style="color: white;">I really started to think about this and I came to find what a hypocrite I actually am. One of my best friends and I have had a falling out because she has bipolar disease. The disease makes her manipulative and moody. Quite frankly, a real bitch; but I know it is the disease. And there are so many things she can do to help it whether it's pills, exercising, eating right, going to therapy and so much more. I tried and tried to help her until </span>finally, she hated me and thought I wasn't being there for her because I told her the truth instead of walking on eggshells around her like everyone else. And I could not believe that she didn't want to take the time to do small simple things to save her life and she didn't want to face reality. Then I realized I am exactly the same. If I just went to the gym and watched my weight and got the right amount of sleep and many other small things, I could lose this weight and be healthy. I am committing suicide by not doing it and that makes me no better than her. I am no one to judge. So while I cannot help her, I can help myself and try to show her what can be done. </div><div style="color: white;"><br />
</div><div style="color: white;">So I am not a year late to keeping my promise to Jackie, I am 18 years late to keeping a promise to myself. And for that I am sorry, but I am ready to make an honest woman of myself and though it is late, keep that promise to Jack and myself. This <b>IS </b>my year and I'm not going to let Jackie down, and I'm certainly not going to let myself down.</div><div style="color: white;"><br />
</div>Kelly!http://www.blogger.com/profile/09600799167101947799noreply@blogger.com10tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8276742149921522770.post-91774461627525194172011-01-06T17:50:00.000-08:002011-01-06T22:22:41.226-08:00Thank you Julie!<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='320' height='266' src='https://www.youtube.com/embed/b1p3KMxK2rA?feature=player_embedded' frameborder='0'></iframe></div><span id="goog_1739169867"></span><span id="goog_1739169868" style="color: white;">you can find Julie at <a href="http://julielostandfound.blogspot.com/">This Site!!</a></span>Kelly!http://www.blogger.com/profile/09600799167101947799noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8276742149921522770.post-4009466745131563162011-01-06T09:11:00.000-08:002011-01-06T09:11:37.164-08:00Boo internetYesterday I did not have internet of course! It was really pathetic actually how the night seemed so boring without technology. So we went grocery shopping!! I stocked up on all yummy and healthy things! There will be a video today so I will show you them then! sorry no video yesterday but it was a good day! had a good workout and tonight, going to Zumba!!Kelly!http://www.blogger.com/profile/09600799167101947799noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8276742149921522770.post-48049206768388786892011-01-04T18:20:00.001-08:002011-01-04T18:20:53.239-08:00Good Day!<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='320' height='266' src='https://www.youtube.com/embed/pgSLZf27m4Y?feature=player_embedded' frameborder='0'></iframe></div>:)Kelly!http://www.blogger.com/profile/09600799167101947799noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8276742149921522770.post-60751300916001809152011-01-03T23:43:00.000-08:002011-01-03T23:43:38.841-08:00Peace in Blog World?<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='320' height='266' src='https://www.youtube.com/embed/uzq0m9flsEU?feature=player_embedded' frameborder='0'></iframe></div>I just want to take a moment to say I did not realize my hair looked THIS bad! I didn't think I just made a video! <br />
<span style="color: white;">And thanks again to everyone for their support <3</span>Kelly!http://www.blogger.com/profile/09600799167101947799noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8276742149921522770.post-50117794635920095032011-01-03T10:48:00.001-08:002011-01-03T10:48:49.545-08:00WANTED: Points Plus Help<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='320' height='266' src='https://www.youtube.com/embed/02hqypisQgA?feature=player_embedded' frameborder='0'></iframe></div>Hey guys sorry I've been trying to upload this for days! haha but now I'm beast at it so no worries in the future! <br />
Yay for a better quality camera <span style="color: white;">:)</span>Kelly!http://www.blogger.com/profile/09600799167101947799noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8276742149921522770.post-67499160332505234542010-12-31T20:15:00.000-08:002010-12-31T20:16:55.096-08:00New year, New us!<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='320' height='266' src='https://www.blogger.com/video.g?token=AD6v5dyIkhRsOyyRBni4nOQKpuh5j29ThNMxjf2rjItgSf9Gr7TAXaYLHI4X3ypWkcB_QIL2iksF8tACPRPLz_qkzw' class='b-hbp-video b-uploaded' frameborder='0'></iframe></div>I love that probably no one will watch this, but I have to say making videos makes you feel better than you'd think! :)<br />
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P.s. I have to say the fact that these videos work before i upload them and then decide to not match my words like an old kung fu movie is pissing me off so I'm sorry!Kelly!http://www.blogger.com/profile/09600799167101947799noreply@blogger.com13tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8276742149921522770.post-52230660517277989452010-12-30T22:47:00.000-08:002010-12-30T22:47:20.645-08:001 YEAR?!<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='320' height='266' src='https://www.blogger.com/video.g?token=AD6v5dwdaw-QeQHZw24g5iqW8IAqmwh8JIK9khK6NkF2PDsricBruZjLU4W5VspansunmPNglznjCyU3hJ0qHYrENw' class='b-hbp-video b-uploaded' frameborder='0'></iframe></div>bad quality video but basically I'll let you know when I can get this vlog idea going I hope you follow me!<br />
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p.s. please actually let me know how you're doing I want to know how everyone is! :)Kelly!http://www.blogger.com/profile/09600799167101947799noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8276742149921522770.post-14787703116376598892010-05-25T20:31:00.000-07:002010-05-25T20:31:55.165-07:00hey hey hey<span style="color: white;">wow it's been a long time-too long! i haven't been writing for a while because there has been SO much going on. There has been some family stuff happening and I was using food for a way out;but not anymore. this last week i have been on weight watchers fully and I am feeling good. I am cooking more and relaxing a bit more because school is out! i am done with high school, it's crazy! But now i have even more time to devote to getting in shape. I have made a pact with my friend to go to the gym everyday and kick our butts. I have been having trouble lately because my back has been KILLING me. I don't know what it is it just randomly started hurting and it's really bad. I don't want to go to the doctor!! I hate doctors :( But it is another wake up call to get my butt moving and in shape. I should be writing more regularly againnn :) I've missed you all!</span>Kelly!http://www.blogger.com/profile/09600799167101947799noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8276742149921522770.post-24456475954304351632010-04-11T08:23:00.001-07:002010-04-11T08:23:47.299-07:00Off to the gym...see ya!Kelly!http://www.blogger.com/profile/09600799167101947799noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8276742149921522770.post-2065496596136871342010-04-05T14:11:00.000-07:002010-04-05T14:12:43.985-07:00Feeling amazing!!!<span style="color: white;">So last night was hell. I had eaten gross and the zipper of the dress I had been working on for hours for a competition thursday completely broke. i was about to die! But today i've eaten good and i feel amazing. I fixed my dress and now it is better and i have a whole look for it! AND AND AND about 2 months ago my photography teacher had started talking about a competition that we would have to enter. My high school is a part of a college so we take college courses there. So for my photography class we had to enter 3 pictures to an art show the college has. It's basically every type of art at the school so there was a chance photography wouldn't even be picked. On top of that, there was only one judge so the taste of him meant everything. And lastly we were still high school kids we didn't really stand a chance. My teacher said he's only had one winner in his class ever. So today i was completely SHOCKED when i heard that my picture had been chosen for the show. I didn't think this picture was that good at all!!! there were many better but now I am in it and im so excited!!! </span><br />
<span style="color: white;">Here's the picture! (like i said, it's not great but hey i'm not complaining about getting in!) :)</span><br />
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