Hiiiiiiiii

so i've been avoiding you all. don't get me wrong, i love you! but i just have. It really shocked but amazed me how many of you are trying so hard to support me. I am going to be worthy of your support! tomorrow I am on track again! I have my whole life ahead of me and i have big plans. speaking of, how about a little advice from you guys since you are so good at giving it!! So i went to a "woot you're 18" birthday dinner with my parents where we are supposed to talk about my future...dun dun dun! well i was very worried about telling them my hopes...i want to move...some distance away...out of the country.... :) i wasn't expecting them to take it so lightly but i dont really know what they think. I'm pretty sure they believe me moving to England is a stupid idea but for some reason it just feels right for me. Its just something that when i think of it, i feel like it's the right thing for me. I was hoping you all could give me some advice about what to do. I want to travel and see the world and there is no way in hell I am staying in this shit hole. I was considering a college downtown but since i live in Chicago it doesn't seem far enough. I don't know what I should do. I don't know 100% of what i want to do career-wise but i feel like i can feed off of experience more than anything else. Dont worry i'm 100% sure im going to college but i dont know where to go and for what without wasting my money. I CAN'T go to community college I'll die!! i want new places with new people I want a fresh start. As for weight, I am remotivated for this new start new me. Well not all new just a healthier me! im ready to cook and workout and get my ass in shape! that's all for now! love you guys! :) p.s. Man named Rob, you're too nice! I was trying to find your blog but can't find! leave me your link if you see this !!