...cause it's slimming. Hey guys sorry it's been so long, been dealing with some stuff. But to catch you up on my weight, I have gained. :( I was getting frustrated with my weight because I was trying and still gaining. After a visit to the doctor and multiple tests, I was diagnosed with Polycystic Ovary Syndrome. Though the name doesn't sound like it, it has to do with high levels of testosterone and problems with my insulin which apparently has affected my weight my entire life...great! But I guess it's nice to finally have some answers. So I am going to be put on a whole bunch of medicine which will hopefully help I'll keep you posted. But I have gotten a personal trainer and have been on a high protein diet fixed around rules for this disease and I lost 5 pounds last week and am weighing in again this Wednesday! For the first time in a long time I'm feeling hopeful. I got a job and am going back to school in January. I had to drop out earlier this year because of some personal stuff and it has been snowballing into self-disgust of feeling so unproductive. But I'm trying to get back on track and I knew coming on here would help me! You guys are always so supportive so I knew I could come here. Since I haven't been here for a while everyone tell me how you are!!! It will take me a while to creep on all your pages so give me some time ;)
I've missed you all <3
